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There is always a particular meaning behind the words either they are purposely said or not. Sometimes i’m gettin confused with the words I said and heard. The words which r basically the collection of common letters can be stabbed you painfully sumtimes. I dunno why the words r so imprtant that we have to concern about it by the time moves on. I dunno what I have said. Have those hurted sumbudy else or not cuz I’m just an ordinary human who dunno what to say them perfectly.   

But why…why we have to concern about other’s words??? Although those r often able to hurt us badly, I dunno. I just know how to put da’ words to express my feelings now. The words which always keep my private story well, The words which always be my life witness of everything happen to me -including now, when my emotion flying up and down just bcuz of da’ words from other-, The words which always be my trusted best fren eva’, The words which can hurt me sumtimes, The words that always come into my mind recently, The words which I try so hard to make them as just to be the words -things-….

I dunno till when I have to consider their words…?? Just the time as the only one answer appears on my mind everytime I slightly think about it. Just the time can make me more comfortable with all da things has happened. The time never lie..the time will show and tell anyone about the truth…

If theres no time, may be I’ve given up now. But my life’s so tough, I’ve been gettin used to face the tough things in order to combat this journey of life. I’m only the ordinary human who also has ever failed one time. I’m only ordinary human who has ever unsuccessfully obtained sumthin I really desired. I’m only da ordinary human which means nothing in front of Him…but He’s much more generous than I thought. He loves me always whatever I am. How much da mistakes and sins I’ve done He always forgive me and give His hand and touch me as if I was a weak lil baby…Yeah…just His words r the real truth…only Him and the words r the real soulmate of mine…cuz other wordz only be able to be da wordz…

Giling….minggu ini gw ada exam tiga kali….Hua mo nangis rasanya waktu si robert tiba2 bilang "Ok, we’ll get Slimpulse exam on Thursday morning", anak2 langsung pada bengong…malah materinya seabrek2…malah gw blom nyentuuh TBT sama sekali. Padahal gw udah seneng2 gitu cuz gw pikir minggu ini cuma telemetry n HSPM doank but actually….hua:((, sekalian aja dy bilang "yup we’ll get practical of slimpulse also on this week…", mabok kalo gitu gw….yah tegar lah (caelah males banget kan kata2 gw kek lagunya rosa aja=P)…

Oia…btw seneng hari ini gak nyangka ketemu ma Anton di MLC, dateng pagi2 dah agak2 siang, ngeliat di lobi MLC rame banget, gw pikir cuma anak SPEC kelas baru yang baru aja dateng, gw nyoba nyari si meli mo nagih saos gw hehehe =P, akirnya ketemu meli cupika cupiki, eh dari belakang gw nepok si bapak Anton….hua SLambersi miskin…masa OFS tinggalnya di hotel gw yang gak layak disebut sebagai hotel, telpon aja kagak ada, lahan parkir kek pasar…halah….gw pikir di cassel hotel apartment (itu juga gw pikir udah mending, kan harusnya standarnya kek ofs2 sebelumnya…) eh ini malah lebih parah, mereka malah disuruh tinggal di hotel yang belom jadi, yang fasilitasnya masih blom sempurna….budget limitation dimana2 niy….lucu aja masa sih sengirit itu buat anak baru!!! How pity they are…udah ah gw mo cabut dulu… \

"Look!!!! so nice huh??", salah satu temen di kelas gw tereak sambil nunjuk ke arah screen board…ternyata eh ternyata di screen board itu ada screen saver si robert sang instruktur bersama istrinya yang lagi hanimun menikmati salju keknya mah (sotoy banget…mereka lagi hanimun =P), semua anak yang tadinya ngobrol jadi ikutan ngeliatin screensavernya dy…

Bicara tentang robert…dy tuh salah satu instruktur gw yang buaaaaekkkkk buangeeddddh…orangnya nice banget lah, sabar, interaktif, ekspresif, pokoknya enak lah (bungkus wae atuh…)…Tadi pagi ada good news yang bilang katanya kalo dy bakal megang kelas kita selamanya till the end of the class within several months later…semua anak seneng gitu soale instruktur gw yang satunya lagi digantiin…sumpah gak enak banget yang satunya lagi mah, nngomongnya kek orang kumur", indihe gak jelas getoh, kl ngajar suka gak sabar, kl ditanya kebanyakan suka marah…ada salah satu temen gw dari Peru yang sll n demen banget nanya ke dy n slalu diawali dengan kata "Could u repeat…bla…bla…bla…", n ni anak entah kenapa anti banget manggil instruktur gw yang indihe ini sbg professor, tp kl ma si robert dy tergila2 abis gitu. Sebenernya gak cuma temen peru gw itu aja si yang kagum ma si robert, yang laen juga  ngerasa gitu…sampe akirnya tiba2 anak2 pada curhat gitu ke robert tentang si instruktur india…

Sebenernya yah…instruktur gw yang indihe itu orangnya lumayan nice, dy selalu nyapa gw kalo dimanapun ketemu, pernah ngajakin gw makan siang bareng waktu ketemu di depan hotel yang langsung gw tolak dengan halus…giling  bo gw masih sakit ati gara2 dimarahin di kelas gara2 gw ceting hehehe =D (ya eyalah siapa juga yang gak marah coba kalo student nya asik ceting hehehe=D maap ya chief!!!!), trus lagi gw juga pernah ketemu instruktur indihe gw ini waktu gw jalan2 ke pantai ma temen2 indo gw (gilingan…ketemu mulu, jadi ketauan deh gw kalo wiken bknnya blajar malah jalan mulu he:P)….Tapi above all, gak tau kenapa ya,,,gak enak aja kalo diajarin ma dy, berasa gak dapet ilmu apa2 aja gitu…but nihow e ngerti EDI juga dari dy hehehehe =D

Initially gw pikir si robert masih single available getoh huahahaha ngarep tetep….sampe kejadian kita2 tuh sering bareng ma dy kalo lagi nunggu bis n mo berangkat ke MLC dr hotel, ni orang gw perhatiin selalu barengan cewek blondie n duduknya selalu barengan pula n di bangku yang sama pula tiap hari. Gw pikir tadinya cw itu, student nya dy juga…but actually selidik punya selidik ternyata dy istrinya booughhhh….huaaaa….kaget  bo…ternyata2 eh ternyata istrinya org slb jg, entah instruktur juga or apa gitu…huaaaa anak2 sekelas langsung pada iri (termasuk gw hehehe=D)…Robert yang nice, robert yang lucu, robert yang baek ternyata dah ada buntutnya bo….tapi kita seneng banget ngeliatin mereka berdua…lucu aja…alah kok malah gak nyambung sih bo…Padahal dy sering nawarin buat dateng ke kamarnya kapan aja kalo ada yang mo ditanyain, n temen gw ada yang nyeletuk "yeah if we come to his room and stay longer with him, spend his time just for us, his wife will kill us directly…..huahahaha =D"…

Apa sih blog gw gak penting gini….gi pusing niy…deg2an nungguin hasil EDI exam…eh si Robert dah dateng…eh yang lucunya si Simon langsung nyeletuk ngomentarin screen savernya "how you can make it???", gw pikir dy nanya gimana dy poto2 ma istrinya…eh ternyata dy nanya gimana cara bikin screensaver collage video gituh…hoalah….mas…mas….gw pikir apa??? alah udah makin gak penting ni…udah ya belajar dulu niy…c ya @ next post