I luv u mom….
Tadi pagi nyokap gw nelp lagi…n itu bikin gw tambah sedih lagi…bukan sedih sihi tepatnya tapi haru….Gila insting seorang ibu tuh emang kuat, walo udah sekuat apa pun gw berpura2 seneng di hadapan nyokap gw berpura2 gak terjadi apa2…tapi dy tau apa yang sebenernya lagi dirasain anaknya….walo di telp suara gw usahain sebiasa mungkin, walo pas di rumah kmrn gw usahain untuk selalu ketawa n so on n so on ya biar berkesan kuat aja ngadepin masalah yang gw punya saat ini…tapi yah begitu kuatnya insting seorang Ibu sampe dy tau apa yang lagi gw rasain sekrang….but I just dont wanna make her worried about me who live so far away from her. I know this is hard…but I have to go through, I have my own life….I am also the ordinary human, I also have pride as a girl, but I also have the limit….
But mom…thanks for everything, for the suggestion, for ur wisdom, n for ur pray….I know the time is getting harder but I know dat I hv to be strong…
By now…I just want to enhappy u n our famz….I luv u most of the time
